Bloggy Thing

I've been typing up some old porn I wrote for this cool guy I want to be in love with, but it's kind of distracting, because I wrote it for another guy who was a douchebag...but I needed to take a break from the sex type thing and get back to something real. My 'N.O.E.' is my work in progress, the ongoing saga, my life in chapters. I think I may get to like this new chapter, this bloggy chapter, because it seems neat, contained. Easily retrievable. Not like all this scraping together of scraps written on the paper bags we brought the alcohol home in...

So I've got this guy (sort of) - we'll see in a few months...

And I've got this job - getting REALLY slow at work, now! I've been going in between 8:30 and 9:00am, making sure A is set, taking off; going back at 11, hanging out till the kid gets there, making sure they're all set, and taking off...I need the hours, but I can't justify standing around getting paid to do nothing! Blossom Bash looks like it may be pretty awesome, I sure hope so! The weather's been gorgeous, the trees look beautiful, free samples = sales $$! Let's hope... So looking forward to my vacation this year, Jeez, 5 weeks to go? I could start the countdown! Now would be a good time to have that back-up gig, where I sell crafts at the store in the off season...next year, I'm gonna split up some hostas!

And I've got the kid - for vaca this year: Thomas trains, new bedroom (paint & furniture), 'graduate' pre-k., Vermont. Starts school in the Fall...not sure if I'm ready!

I've got the BF - hopefully out of THIS round of rehab in June...

Pansies are in. Strawberries are planted; peppers, carrots and pumpkins are on the way. Better get out 'Animal, Vegetable, Miracle' for reference, get a jump on what I need to start saving NOW for the winter months! Started checking out terrace designs...yes, backyard, I'm looking at you! One room left to paint in this apartment, and then I will start to call it home...

And I've got a desire to finish 'N.O.E.', work on my photography, take a martial art and a belly dance class, and lose 60 lbs. or more! What say you, my brave companion? Can this will be done? Through proper time management, you say? Bollocks, if I could manage TIME more effectively, there would be no need for this conversation...screeeech...done.